2012.

2012. Todavía es Abril en mi cabeza. Todavía estoy en la playa de La Pedrera festejando Año Nuevo. Todavía estoy esperando cumplir 15. Todavía. Desde que empezó el año que lo miré diferente. Y eso fue, diferente. Empecé a ver las cosas de otro modo. Salí, me divertí, me reí, me pelié, me amigué, me enamoré we, me todo. Fue un año completo. Con todo lo que tiene que tener un año. Con todas las personas que quise que estén. Desde Campana, mi cumpleaños, fiestas, jodas, cenas, pijamas partys, charlas, restos, chapes, Disney, actos, clases, Luján, bailes hasta hoy. Hasta que llega el día en que te das cuenta de que todo eso no está. Que todo el año se esfumó, y no te dio tiempo a respirar. Otro año que se va y no avisa, que termina sin terminar. Dejar atrás cuesta. Me cuesta. Renunciar. 

Te quiere. No lo querés. Está con otra. Lo querés. 

now you're just somebody that I used to know

Cuando te lastiman, tu corazón no vuelve a ser el mismo. Es como el vidrio, aunque unas todos los pedacitos nunca va a quedar igual.
Y eso te frena, cada vez que vas a abrirlo, los pedacitos tiemblan. 

quiero ser alguien en tu mundo.

Escape from reality .

I DON’T MIND SPENDING EVERYDAY OUT ON YOUR CORNER IN THE POURING RAIN, LOOK FOR THE GIRL WITH THE BROKEN SMILE, ASK HER IF SHE WANTS TO STAY AWHILE.

AND SHE WILL BE LOVED, SHE WILL BE LOVED.

YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU NEVER TRY 

convince myself that it just wasn't real

Operator

Oh, could you help me place this call?
You see the number on the matchbook 
Is old and faded

She's livin' in L.A.
With my best old ex-friend Ray
A guy she said she knew well 
And sometimes hated

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
But let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em 
I'm fine and to show I've overcome the blow
I've learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

Operator 
Oh. could you help me place this call?
'Cause I can't read the number 
That you just gave me

There's something in my eyes
You know it happens every time
I think about the love 
That I thought would save me

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
But let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em 
I'm fine and to show I've overcome the blow
I've learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

No, no, no, no
That's not the way it feels

Operator
Oh, let's forget about this call
There's no one there I really wanted to talk to
Thank you for your time
Oh, you've been so much more than kind
You can keep the dime

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
But let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em 
I'm fine and to show I've overcome the blow
I've learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

Don't you remember the reason you loved me?

Cuando necesitas un abrazo. Alguien que te contenga, que este ahí. Sentirte protegida, sentir que alguien te elige.  Que no estás sola.